to her

i am the cosmos, unending and beautiful
an amalgam of cold infinities
you cannot destroy that which has no end

there is stardust in my eyes
and there are galaxies in my heart
my soul belongs not to you but to the universe

i am a dream and a nightmare
and all that you will love and loathe all at once
so in the end you will always remember me for something

my worth is more than you can ever comprehend
i am endless and lovely and you are nothing
neither of us can die but at least i have lived

i am loved so much more than you could know
and while i cannot see that sometimes
you do not have the power to take it from me

you are divisive and disgusting and all that is hideous
and hate is what makes up the cells in your ugly being
you project your impurities on others instead of trying to change

i am worthy of the things you try to take away from me
and all the love you claimed for yourself is no longer yours
i have taken that which you believed was yours to keep

the rot that has accumulated in your core
is not the result of what others have done to you
but what you have done to yourself in their names

i am still weary now but at least i am loved
there are people who can see the worth i could not
and i am slowly learning to look closer and see it myself

you may have hurt me but i have yet to be broken
because it takes more than the poison dripping off your fangs
to shatter the golden heart at the core of eternity

i am more powerful than you could ever comprehend
and while your words may still sting on the outside
i have that which you can never achieve

there are words of love on my lips and they are not yours
they belong to he whom you tried to take from me
and you may try to end us but you cannot take love from the lovers

i am the golden arrow drawn on cupid's bowstring
being pointed squarely at he who believes he has already been pierced
when he has yet to even see the spearhead of my shimmering heart

try as you might he is not yours to keep captive
he is not a common housepet as you seem to so wrongly believe
his spirit is a wolf and he does not take kindly to being leashed

i am his and he is mine and you are not part of our big picture
you are nothing more than a plot device to be used and discarded
your brief time in the limelight ended long ago

take your decietful words and piercing lies and leave us be
stop manipulating the truth and claiming it to be the work of others
i have seen you for what you are and you are nothing but ugliness

i am everything you had wished to be and you are jealous
this is my time and my life and my love
and i want nothing to do with those who dare try to make me a tragedy